Hello!
Been going back and forth in regard to if I want to come back to Blogging.
But I feel like I need it.
I am almost 40 (Next year), married almost 5yrs, smaller friend circle now. Getting along better with my family (If you read my posts from years ago you know what I am saying lol) but I feel like I need an outlet. I feel like I can’t talk to my family, don’t want to tell my friends so why not tell complete strangers on the internet LOL Its 2023, why not? Right??
FIRST AND FOREMOST, Let’s give you guys an update…
Me and that LOSER from Chicago … finally got rid of him after 5yrs…
Sometimes I think back to how I truly wasted so many years and my time with him … almost all of my 20’s.
I was so young, vulnerable, and wanted love so bad. I painted a pretty picture that he was such and good guy, but he was actually horrible to me. Never physical but he was verbal abusive…all the time. It was as if he did not know how to be nice. I soon realized this is not the relationship or life I want. Now that I am older, I realize he was a true narcissist. Living in different states helped and I finally let him go.
Unfortunately, being in a horrible relationship as that for so long didn’t help for the following relationships after.
Took a long time to recover from that and learn how true love is supposed to feel and how couples are supposed to treat each other.
Did not find that true love until 30 years of age.
Been married for almost 5yrs, no kids yet but he is definitely God sent. He is the nicest person ever. Never have raised his voice to me.
Our marriage is not perfect, but it is definitely not like the movies! LOL
Marriage is HARD. We have been together for almost 8yrs in total and I feel like I am still getting to know him and learning things. Its not hugs and kisses every day. Some days I don’t want to chat a lot and other days I am Chatty Kathy lol
He irritates me a lot also. I don’t know why but I don’t like to talk about too much personal things with my family/friends. I feel like when you invite others in your relationships, it doesn’t always end well. Even the smallest thing you can say, can be brought back up later.
A perfect example of this is I told one of my sisters that my husband was lazy years ago. I wasn’t made about it, just mentioned he was a little lazy…this was years ago. She still brings this up for no reason. lol
So here I am, getting back to blogging because I just really need to vent stuff out. Marriage, coworkers, family …
Sit back and enjoy!
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