HBD To Me!

Today is my 42nd Birthday!

I really don’t know how to feel.

For 1, three weeks ago, I literally thought I was turning 41! My sister had to tell me I am turning 42! LOL This is the SECOND time I have forgotten my age. Its funny but its starting to make me worried that I am losing my mind. Not even joking.

2) My Granny .. my last grandparent just passed 3 days ago.

Not doing much for my birthday.

I took myself out for a Spa Day this morning for 1 hr massage and facial each, got some sweet treats, bottle of wine and getting some sushi for dinner. My sisters are taking me out to Brunch tomorrow.

I have NEVER been a birthday person. I love celebrating others birthdays but for my own, I never do much.

I would love to travel more, but with my husband now on a walker for his MS, not going to lie, it makes me nervous to travel. Even though we have been dealing with MS for a couple of years now, it still makes me nervous on him walking for a long period of time, if he can get to the rest room when he needs it, etc. Its a lot I have to think about now.

His sister and her kids (and their families) live in AZ and she REALLY wants us to visit them in the Fall. I have never gone through this so its scary. But I want him to still experience everything, especially us experiencing things as a married couple. Not letting MS stop us from living.

Getting older has been hard.

Less than 10yrs, and I will be 50!

I know I am blessed to see another year but it also makes me sad. I thought I would be at another part of life right now and it seems I am still stuck in the same life I was 10yrs ago.

I am going to start writing down goals and really sticking to them.

I don’t want to be in the same spot next year…

Cheers to 42!